Sunday, December 20, 2009
my last day with my father
this photo was taken 24 hours before daddy died december 15. until this very moment i was waiting for miracle to happen , some divine intervention for him to have increase urine output, to flush out toxins from his body, his bed sore was so severe that his kidneys cannot clean his blood. . we were informed by the doctor that it would be a painful death dahil bloated ang body nya, but he will be unconscious when that moment arrive. our first decision is to wait and wait, until sa last minute we decided to have an emergency Dialysis at , so kina umagahan noonh hirap na sya huminga , 7am dun na surgeon na gagawa ng grafting, may meeting a ko that day . I have a strange feelin na Dad will die during grafting at the OR, pero he survived i and with the Dialysis,
during Dialysis naging conscious sya, and looking around everytime na nakita nya ako nag sasabi sya "i love you" ... tapos counting sya ng counting to keep him busy and conscious during dalysis, at this point I know Daddy doesnt want to die, he is fighting .