for the last five years of mommy, my life was centered on her, from the time i wake up till i close my eyes..... i always think about my mother, alam k kasi she is very weak, i maintain a log book of her bp, pulse rate and etc . when I arrived home at early afternoon, all my communications system are all tuned in to mom and dad, i live 15 km away but I use all sort of communication system, not only cellphones and land lines, i use trunking radio 800 MHz. sometimes nextel, i always wanted to be in touch with them,
before 2004, when Tanay don't have cellphone coverage, I even install satellite phone at tanay the sat antenna is installed at the roof and i can just call malibay at will.
sometimes i am very paranoid about the blood pressure, for my dad if it is 140/70 it means something to happen.
at night time, i usually call my mommy and talk anything, from pussy cat to food.
after her death, i often pray to god tat ill dream of her, but till now no trace of my mother even in my dream
I was informed by the people who witness the last moments of mommy saying to them.... " sabihin mo kay jojie,mamamatay na ako...."
Iam very thankful about always bringing my digital camera and my blog, it was not my plan to make a blog about my mother but somehow I did it and Iam glad na it is full of picture story....... in his last days which can make my teary eyes.
di ko alam na mamamatay si mommy, I just record events at Makati med for my blog, the medical drama starts at April 22, 11am